We thought of that puppy's name. After few hours, my father named it "Mei". Mei was a Chinese character, "命". That word means "life". We want the puppy to live long life for the puppy's deceased brothers. Beru and Mei grew up healthily.
Beru often threw up from a day. That condition continued for few years. It threw up many times as time went on. I and my mother took it to a animal hospital. It was X-rayed, and a doctor said that it had illness, and that illness wouldn't be cared. It has illness of bowels. I was very surprised and sad. I was told that we should feed foods when I hold and make it standing. I fed foods as I was told, but it threw up again and again. I had to dispose what it threw up. One day, I and Beru played together in our yard. Suddenly, Beru fell down, and it didn't move, couldn't walk. I was afraid of its death. I didn't want to believe that. After few minutes, Beru stood up and walked, but Beru looked very hard. From the day, Beru came to my room which is on second floor in midnight. I thought Beru was hard to walk, but it came to my room everyday from first floor. I took Beru to its house on first floor when it came to my room. I didn't understand the mean of Beru's action at that time. One day, I was sleeping in morning. I heard my father from first floor. "Beru is dead." I heard that word from my bed. I didn't believe. I hoped this is dream. After few minutes, I went to Beru's house. I saw dead body of Beru. Beru opened its eyes and mouth. I couldn't watch the figure for a long time. Strange to say, I didn't shed tears at that time. I wrapped Beru's body with towel. Mei which is Beru's child kept crying and licking Beru's body. I was cried when Beru was cremated. We made a tomb in our yard for Beru.
I wonder Beru was happy or not when Beru spent its time with us. Was Beru happy to have its child? And, I noticed the reason why Beru came to my room everyday in midnight. Beru was hard, and it asked help to me, I think. When I think about that, I shed tears sometimes. It is important to have responsibility to pets. We should prepare ourselves for pet's death. I love Mei now. However, I love you, Beru even now. Thank you for giving me happy times.
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